Yay!! I'm so happy, today is the last day of school, and as I sit in front of this computer screen , in the school's small library, skipping period 4, I cannot wait to go back home!! I don't know when the "official" day of summer is, but I do know that I'm ready for it. This summer, there's no sitting back and relaxing, it's all about work, friends and myself! I'm going to do things this summer, go places, hang with friends, just do anything that doesn't involve staying home. Last summer was L A M E, I didn't do anything except anticipate the next school year (I'm not even sure what anticipate means). But this time around, I'm determined to do.... stuff. And I'm going to work so hard on my body, that when its time for school again, I'm going to look bangin! Changing schools has also given me the opportunity to make new friends, and I'm so happy. I keep telling them that we have to meet up during summer. And I'm also back to being friends with Monika, omgsh I missed her so much. No lie, I didn't want to admit it, but it's the truth. She and I were best friends for a long time, and I never should've let something so stupid get in the way of our friendship. We plan on hanging out together soon after exams are over, and I can't wait. Gosh, summer tastes so sweet, I just cannot wait. I also plan on changing my closet from head to toe, out with the old and in with the new. I'm so tired of my old clothes, ugh. I'm older now and my fashion sense has changed with me, I need skinny jeans, purses, shades, shorts and te whole shabaluya.... And this tuesday after exams, I'm going to King's Buffet with some friends, it's like some kind of tradition, but last time we went it was so much fun.



Ok, I guess you just get it, I'm excited that school's over and summer's begining.

It's been a long, long time since I've written on LJ. It wasn't because there wasn't much going on in my life or whatever, I was just too lazy. 

Anyway, I find that I've changed a lot throughout this school year, and I've discovered a lot about myself.  For example, although I've repeatedly said this, I'm finally beginning to feel comfortable with myself, but this time I truly mean it. I just think that it's true when people say that it only gets better as you get older. I feel wiser, have more of a social life (in fact I'm going to a party next Friday!!), and I just want to take more risks. Even though summer's right around the corner, I can't wait for next school year, omgsh, I'm gonna be a junior! You know how exciting that is??? I plan on trying out for basket-ball, volley ball, softball, school plays, the track team (yes I did say the track team), and just everything else. I won't let anything or anyone hold me back next year! Not to mention I made LINK, yes I'm gonna be a link leader!! Link leader= you're a junior or senior who volunteers to help with the freshmen, like befriend them and guide them here and there.... we have fun activities, and we get t-shirts with our names on the back, how cool!! I know I sound like a geek, but my life is just so full of excitement, you know? I can't get over it! And I'm not so boy-crazy anymore, I mean I'm always going to have huge crushes on hot boys, but it's not as obsessive as before. Besides, with all the guys that have liked me, I've learned that I AM a pretty girl, and putting myself down all the time, is not worth it at all. I'm not TRYING to brag, but a lot of people tell me I'm pretty, like the customers that come to my work, or my dome guys I know, so why do I have such LOW self-esteem??? Uh-unh, no more of that. The new me, is better, happier, and more exciting. This year was just the beginning, next year I'm going to be so out there, omgsh, I can't wait!! My life just keeps getting better and better, hard to believe I spent grade 9 being depressed, and seeing a shrink. Pfff, F that, I LOVE my life. 

BTW I'm writing this at 11:00 pm hehe.

Oh wow, I'm so sad all of a sudden. No it's not one of my depressive moods, because I stated that I'm a happy person now. I'm just kind of sad because I just checked out facebook, and my friend Christiane from PRDG posted some new pictures. They were of her and Lachance and this other girl that I don't know, but I was so sad because the pictures were taken at school and they were wearing their uniforms, and it just reminded me of PRDG and how much I miss my friends there. Little things like that make me want to return to that school, just the closeness between schoolmates and I don't know, my friends. My lovely friends. Lourdes is a really great school with tons of stuff, and PRDG is a lame school with barely anyone in it. But at PRDG we all love each other, and we all know each other, and it's so comfortable... as BORING as the school is. Whereas at Lourdes, it's so big, and crowded and I don't have "friends" friends. Just friends. And nobody wants to have "just friends". We all want and NEED "friends" friends. I miss PRDG, but I just wonder if I go back, whether I'll regret it.



Other news, I went for my SECOND job interview today at McD's. I'm confident I've got this one, I'm gonna pray so hard so they can give me the job. I mean I've already made a list of things to buy once I start making money, and I've calculated that if I work 5 hours every weekends (Friday included) for a month I'll be making around $360.00. Cause these jobs on average pay $6.00 so that times 5 (hours) is $30.00/day then that times 3 (Fri, Sat and Sun) is $90.00 then that times 4 (weeks in a month) is $360.00! Hehe, wish me luck!